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azora
kembali dan papai lrt
Lagi dua minit azan maghrib barulah aku sampai di perkarangan rumah. Jalan jem teruk walhal aku pulang sedikit lewat dari waktu biasa di bulan puasa ini. Bulan biasa tak pastilah pula. Harini hari ke-3 aku drive. Selamat tinggal LRT. Termenung dalam kereta bila 2 jam berada di atas jalan raya yang kebiasannya Cuma mengambil masa setengah jam sahaja untuk sampai. Tak dapat aku bayangkan kalau 2 jam aku berdiri dalam LRT. Apatah lagi bila mendengar rungutan teman sepejabat tentang perkhidmatan itu yang sering “buat hal” di waktu puncak begitu dan sudah pastinya menjejaskan rekod kehadiran. Alhamdulillah, aku akhirnya jumpa juga jalan pergi dan jalan pulang dari sana. Dua kali aku mencuba jalan itu dengan hati yang penuh dengan debaran. Aku memang penakut. Waktu inilah terngiang-ngiang ditelinga akan kata-kata kak Idah. Katanya.. “Oloss..mung tubik jale KL nih tok sesat nyoh. Mung musing kok mano pong, jupo balik jale tulo..toksoh duk ghusing gak..” Kata-kata along pula..... (more)

.:MarCh.mEL.LeO:.
Chant of Sadness
Dear Bestfriend, Last night I dreamt of you. You came with your dear gf to my room and sat at the corner watching me. I was so damn mad cuz I never want to see your face again. I went berserk and started yelling at you till I cried. I didn’t stop screaming until I saw your gf staring at me. I warned her to stay away from our business. She was quite shocked and angry but I can tell from her face that she’s afraid of me. You should know what a monster I could be when I’m mad. And then my sister, Angah came out of nowhere and I cried over her shoulder. She hushed me and promised that everything will be ok. I woke up with a trace of tears in my eyes. Yes, I hated you since you-know-when. But I realized that bits of you still here with me. I’m used to get SMSes or calls ensuring that I’m ok esp when I was out alone. I’m used to having someone fetch me when I was forced to work late till midnite. I’m used to have a row with my dear bf cuz prioritising someone else over him. And now... (more)



sCarLet rAiN
Vote Straight
the university elections are coming up and the streets, the classrooms, the bulletin boards, and anywhere else i may think of later are covered with flyers, posters, and students running for this and that position telling us to "vote me and vote my party mates too. oh, and say yes to plebiscite." maybe i will vote yes for the plebiscite. yeah, i definitely will. but i don't think i'll vote. i can't. i don't want to vote someone i've never seen before. i don't want to vote someone whose credentials are unknown, at least to me. i don't want to vote someone when i don't know if he'll be able to do what he's supposed to do. i don't even know what they're running for, and what they're going to do when they do get elected, maybe i just don't want to vote. party members go from room to room, telling students to vote for this and that party. i don't really care about the parties, because i can't tell the difference. i'm such a passive student. vote straight, they say. i wish they'd tell... (more)

:Anata no Sekai:
forgotten
Ha ha... i have forgotten about the existence of this blog. Anyway, i just got back from home and finally my first Ramadan (this year) in Tanjong Malim ! And.. and... it was the first time since when that i personally can't recalled (maybe i haven't, well i always cooked with my mum though), i cooked rice for berbuka puasa ! Thanks God, i still get it right though. at first i thought i put too much water inside the pot, but i guess i put in adequate enough. Since i'm quite lazy to cook again this morning for sahur, i put twice as much and keep the pot warm till i wake up later. that all for today. i will write again about what i've done home later on. Alhamdulillah, almost 90% done.. There is a little bit more to do though before everything will be finalize.

LovingMyLife
...on letting you go...
"I've honestly tried to LET YOU GO, I've honestly tried to FORGET YOU, I've honestly tried not to THINK OF YOU, But, I've HONESTLY CAN'T because, I've HONESTLY DON'T WANT TO, Though i know I REALLY HAVE TO..."